I'm lost, or rather, I've been lost.
But I can't tell if I'm found or just merely discovered.
It's been 10 years. 10 long years without you in my life.
Are you actually starting to care and have somehow misplaced, lost, or forgotten all my information and are truthfully searching for me as a family unit?
Or is it another lie? Just like the elephant in the road trick?
Are you just falsifying everything and are only capable of a facade?
Are you there?
Are you scum?
I can't tell if it's my heart or my brain that has reflective properties right now.
so here is to a goodbye of a hello.
Or is it?
Will there be more?
Should there be more?
No matter the outcome I determine there will trouble.
Am I the trouble?